November 27, 2007

Singing about peace...

I have been teaching music to the three kindergarten classes at Berkeley Art Magnet School in Berkeley for the past few months. The teachers and principle say they really value what I am doing with the kids. This is great. I love being able to serve the children of our neighborhood. I thought you might like to see my latest posting on my "Little Bird Music for Kids" blog. I am amazed at all countries represented by people accessing my kid music blog.

Reporting from my small place on the corner of Virgina and Milvia in Berkeley.

I have been playing this old negro spiritual for as long as I have been playing music with kids. It is an upbeat song with lots of great hand motions. I like the positive affirmation that we get to sing of having "peace like a river", "joy like a fountain", "and love like an ocean... in my heart".

I have changed the words from soul to heart when I sing this song with school kids. When using hand motions it makes more sense to say heart and touch your heart with both hands than to try and explain what a soul is to kids (like I know).

You can listen to me and my 7 year old granddaughter singing the song on this player. (My granddaughter has been singing "backup" in a kids country band which might account for the "twang" that she insist on adding to all my songs.)

Peace River.mp3



I've Got Peace Like A River
I just play a simple G C D progression

Verse 1:
I've got peace like a river
I've got peace like a river
I've got peace like a river in my heart
I've got peace like a river
I've got peace like a river
I've got peace like a river in my heart

Verse 2:
I've got joy like a fountain
I've got joy like a fountain
I've got joy like a fountain in my heart (x2)

Verse 3:
I've got love like an ocean
I've got love like an ocean
I've got love like an ocean in my heart (x2)

After singing each verse we combined all the verses (peace like a river, joy like a fountain, love like an ocean in my heart). This requires the kids to follow directions and listen more closely. Often we end the song like this... I've got peace, joy, love, like a river, fountain, ocean... starting very slowly and finishing singing very fast. Makes for some grand silliness.

Here are the hand motions...
peace = make the 2 finger peace sign
river = dance fingers along in from of you like running river water
joy = use fingers to make a smile on your face
fountain = smash hands together and lift to the sky like splashing water
love = hug yourself
ocean = churn hands make a breaking wave motion
heart = bring both hands to your heart

A note about authorship.
Most everyone list this song as traditional negro spiritual but I have found a couple of references to the song being written by Mosie Lister. If Mr. Lister did write the song here is the copy write information.

©1970 Mosie Lister Songs (Admin. by The Copyright Company)
All rights reserved. International copyright secured.
CCLI song #3247635

November 11, 2007

sunday reflections: a widow, seven dead husbands, angels, the bush story and my friend beva

I DID IT!!!
I guess I should not get so excited about being able to record my sermon on Sunday, but I am. After all those years of sermon tapes (I just tossed out a few hundred old tapes) I am now putting digitally recorded sermons on my blog. This means... first that I will never have to throw out a sermon tape again =] and that anyone, anytime, anywhere (they have an Internet connection) can listen to what I am saying to my people on Sunday mornings. I think that is very cool...

This week I shared my thoughts (and findings) about the story of some Sadducees (high minded, well healed Jewish leaders) who are trying to sidetrack Jesus from a very successful entrance into Jerusalem earlier in the week (Luke 20:27-38). Most of the sermon reflects on why I think Jesus shakes his head at the question from the sadducees thinking what "sad-duc-ees" they are. I also shared a story about my wonderful friend who is teaching me about what Jesus means when he says; "in God, they are all alive!"

Enjoy!


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November 6, 2007

sunday reflections: thoughts about sycamore wood pews

I ended my thoughts to the congregation on Sunday with a proposal.

What if we replace our pews with sycamore trees? You know, the trees made famous in the story of Jesus and the vertically challenged Zacchaeus. (I even shared my "wishful thinking" that possibly our pews were made of the wood of this holy, unpredictable, in cahoots with Jesus, tree.)

I know this seem like a radical idea but think about it...

a sycamore orchard in our church would have many advantages.

It certainly would give our church some attention. It is one thing to tell people we are a multicultural church. When I share with folks about our church they find it interesting but their interest seldom gets them to church for a visit. Telling them we have planted a sycamore orchard in our sanctuary - now that would be an irresistible "come and see." I guess usher duties would include tree trimming and some cultivation training.

Another plus - I understand that the sycamore tree that Zuccheaus climbed produced a fig like fruit. This could be a great fund raiser for the youth. They could set up a stand at the farmers market selling "sanctified sycamore figs." It might also encourage a switch from grape to fig juice. Fresh fig juice must be good for you. One of the drawbacks is the fact that only this one kind of little wasp can fertilize the fruit of the tree but I can see another youth fund raiser coming on... insect repellent?

I could see there would be more advantages. With all that extra oxygen trees produce it would be much easier for people to say awake during sermons and we would not have to drive anywhere to have a church picnic.

Now, understanding how the church works, there will have to be committees formed to deal with new issues posed by our unique sanctuary furnishings. There would mostly likely be a "tree cushion fund" committee formed and of course a liturgical decoration committee that will have to figure out how to decorate our trees for the Advent season (ornaments? lights? fake snow?). We will also have to figure out ways to receive the offering with folks sitting in trees (long handles attached to the collection plates? a sophisticated pulley system? paper airplanes?)

Now this is all very interesting to me but let me get back to why I made my proposal.

It seemed to me that the reason Jesus called out to Zacchaeus was because he was so ready for Him. Here's Zacchaeus, robe pulled up to his knees, dropping all pretensions, up in the trees with the children of the village, hanging over the road, waiting for Jesus.

I don't think he had any idea where this would lead but it he was ready. When Jesus does call to him he about falls out of the tree and after breaking bread with Jesus in his home he enters a new place in his life.

That day Zacchaeus was welcomed at the table of the family of God (a child of Abraham) and he moved from the Kingdom of Disproportion (Walter Brueggermann's description of our unjust, commercial driven, anxiety filled world) to the Kingdom of our God and of His Christ. He transfers his dependence on the power of money for the loving embrace of God's grace.

That salvation came to Zacchaeus' house that day was not only good news for his family but good news for the whole village. What with 1/2 of the richest man in town's money being fed into the social welfare system all those poor kids would now have proper health care. That would be good news in any land.

I have an active imagination. Before I made my proposal of an orchard in the sanctuary I could already see my people perched on their sycamore branches, waiting for Jesus' call, anticipating where God would lead them next. It made my words more important. You are careful of what you say when you think people are listening.

It seems to me that this is the way we should be coming to church. The church pews should be a dangerous place where we have put ourselves within ear shot, within sight, of Jesus' words that shake the world and shake our lives. We should be sitting on the edge of our pews, like sycamore branches we have climbed, teetering on every word Jesus says, and we should be ready to climb down from the pew when called that we might enter into the good work God is doing in the world.

reporting from my small sycamore branch in the world

32nd Annual Lessons and Carols at SFTS

Myrna and I have attended Lessons and Carols at SFTS many times. It is a wonderful way to start our reflections during Advent. We are planning on going on Sunday, December 2. If others would like to join us we might be able to go up early getting to see the campus and have dinner together. Let me know if you are interested.

32nd Annual Lessons and Carols at SFTS: "San Francisco Theological Seminary will once again host its Advent/Christmas service Dec. 1-2 at 7 pm. The theme for this year's candlelight service is 'Illumination' taken from Isaiah 60:19. Will feature readings from scripture and special music, with each 'lesson' concluding with congregational singing of carols. Reception outside on the Geneval Terrace will follow. Free. Arrive early for good seating."

sunday reflections: "out of memory"

darn modern technology. I have been trying to record my sermons lately for a number of reasons.

One, I am taking a Dr. of Ministry Class in January and I have to present a couple of recent sermons for class examination - Ugh :( have not done that in awhile.

Two, It is good for me to listen to past sermons. I am not saying it is always fun but it is good to hear what comes out of my mouth after all that planning and work. I have a tendency to throw in more than I sometimes intended in my notes. Recording sermons (and knowing I will have to listen to them later) has had a positive effect on the quality of the sermons (in my partner's estimation as well as my own).

Three, I hope these recorded sermons are helpful for those who miss a Sunday or want to "review" and see if I really said what they thought I said.

Anyway... with all good intentions I was not able to record the sermon this past Sunday. When I went to push the record button on my little digital recorder I got the message "out of memory." This was not good news for a pastor just standing up to preach his "without notes" sermon. It was such a relief when I realize that the memory issue was the recorder's and not mime that not being able to record the sermon seemed a very small problem.

Anyway... I have taken care of the memory problem and have great hopes of recording next week's sermon.

not recording from my small place in the world

October 29, 2007

sunday reflections: good guys, bad guys, a royal flush and ¡No más!

He moves closer to the gilded card table. God does not look up, he is busy with all the Godly things that keeps God so busy. He steps closer and ask God if they can play a hand of poker. God says there is no need, "just head on over to the banquet feast, we have been waiting for you." He moves in closer and with a whisper, "God, you will not believe the cards I'm holding. Can't we play just one hand?" God makes a sweeping jester towards the banquet, "no need, just join the party. It's all prepared for you." The pharisee presses his case, "But I have a hand even you won't believe. Look, the ace of spades - perfect attendance and the king of spades - fasting you know." God places his hand on the hand of the Pharisee, "Your cards are no good here. The house always wins. You know that. Don't play me..." With one last rejected plea the Pharisee turns from the gilded table intent on playing his hand.
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This past Sunday I shared my reflections on the story of the Pharisee and the Tax Collector in the temple praying. It is one of the stories that the teacher Jesus shares with the folks who have been following him on his way to Jerusalem. This particular story is addressed to,"those who can be a bit self righteous at times and find some joy in pointing out a scoundrel with they see one." Speaks to me...

You can find this teaching of Jesus in Luke 18:9-14. There is a link to the text here.

If you want to listen to the message just press the play arrow below. Just before I started the sermon a couple of kids came running though the Sanctuary obviously playing hid and seek. After asking them to leave it dawned on me that they are not the only ones playing hid and seek in church today. Aren't we all playing a bit of a hid and seek with God? It's a favorite game of us humans.



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Reporting on the text from my(our) small place in the world

October 27, 2007

Singing and Dancing for Peace!

Events are always better when shared with those you love!

Today I had the pleasure of marching for peace with my wife, youngest son and his girl friend.

The pleasure was being able to not only join with what is estimated to be 30,000 people committed to peace but also to spend time with three of the most incredible people I know.

I am so thankful for all the work the organizers did to pull this event off. They were able to get all those independent minded peace groups together for a common cause. For a day 30,000 people marched in unity for 2 miles through the streets of San Francisco in a peaceful demonstration of defiance.

Because we were with two young people of color we were asked to join the front of the march. This was great because this was where the action was. For the entire two hours of the march we sang, chanted, protested with a "die-in" in respect for those who have died, and we danced (you can get a feel for the dance in the video of my son and a strolling troubadour).



I would love to tell you more about my son and his girl friend but this is my blog and not their's. It is enough to say that I feel very good about putting the future of our world in the hands of young people like them. They are smart, passionate and committed to causes of justice for those who are being left behind and besides, they make everything we do more fun. (again, check out the video)

I guess the very best best part of the day though was getting to spend time with my wife doing something we both feel so strongly about. I don't know how I got so lucky to find a partner who shares my values and my heart.

I am glad I made that promise to my grandkids this summer to speak out against the insanity of these past 5 years of war. I hope they will be inspired by what we have done to join with us when it is their time to stand up and try to make a difference for good.

Reporting, with tired feet, from my small place in the world.

October 26, 2007

marching for peace!

Now is the time to set your alarm for the march!
A time to stand up for Peace.

Meet at the North Berkeley Bart at 9:30am.

Put on your best walking shoes for a 1.8 mile march
from the SF Civic Center to Dolores Park.

Join with 1os of 1000s of others all over the country
calling on our leaders to find a new way to Peace!

reporting for peace from my small place in the world

October 23, 2007

join us on the march this saturday - October 27


This coming Saturday I will be joining with some of my family as we marching with 1000s of people from the San Francisco Civic Center to Dolores Park. You can get more information about this national event here.

I know this will not stop the war in Iraq but I do feel our leaders need to know that many American's want them to find a new way to bring about peace in our world. As a Christian I believe I need to stand up for what I believe. I what our leaders to know that I will vote for them if they take the risk of standing up for peace.

I also know I will not agree with everything that is being said by people who speak out at the march but I do join them in seeking a new way of peace.

If you would like to join us in the march give me a call. We will be meeting at the North Berkeley BART at 9:30am on Saturday. 510-435-4264

preparing to march in my small little place in the world

The Great "Multicultural" Jesus Feast!

If you want to get a feel for what life is going to be like in God's Kingdom you'd best find a good feast. I give that advice after reading and studying the bible for many years. You can't miss it. A feast is Jesus' favorite way of inviting us to celebrate good news. From long days on the mount to the return of wayward sons the feast is Jesus' preferred metaphor to help us understands God's generous blessing.

I am guessing that humans have understood the importance of the feast, as the required element of moments of celebration, from the time we figured out how to prepare a menu. The difference from Jesus' feast and the human feast is who we find around the table.

Most if not all our feast have a carefully planned invitation list that includes family and friends with a few neighbors scattered about. Jesus seems to have an open invitation policy for all the banquet feast that he presides over with the notable presence of strangers and outcast, sojourners, widows and folks that never ever got invited to a feast before.

So let me tell you about the unusual "Jesus Feast" we are hosting at Calvary this week.

The food will be provided by all the invited guess with a great deal of help by some professional chefs. At this first banquet cooking class we will be specializing in foods from China.

The guest list will include a diverse group from Calvary as well as strangers (soon to be friends) we met at the Spice of Life Festival. Wouldn't you love to join our feast? It's an open invitation, Jesus style.

I think Jesus will be pleased at what we have learned about putting on a Jesus Feast.

If you want to be part of this banquet feast, or future feast, let me know. 510-435-4264

Reporting from my small (but tasty) place in the world.

Chinese Cooking Class - October 26, 2007

Learn to Cook!

(and eat it, too!)

Join Us for a Fun and Delicious

Hands-On Cooking Class

Featuring

Traditional Chinese Fare

Pork and Vegetable Potstickers

Crispy Spring Rolls

Stir-Fried Chinese Vegetables

Shrimp Fried Rice

Sushi

Chinese-style Tapioca

Bring a Friend!

Kids are Welcome!

$10 food donation, limited space

Thursday, October 25, 6pm

Calvary Presbyterian Church Kitchen

1940 Virginia Ave, Berkeley

Call 510.435-4264 or Email office@calpresberkeley.org


October 22, 2007

reflections from sunday - a widow, a judge, rodney king, mother watson & faith

Being the co-pastor of a small multicultural church is never dull. My duties range everywhere from being an emergency plumber to spending an afternoon comforting a 90 year old friend by his hospital bed. I love working with youth, playing folk music with kindergardners, teaching new member classes, discovering the complexities of being multicultural, moderating our boards and helping guide our committees.

But of all the things I do the most important one comes together on Sunday morning.

I have been set apart by my community, both local and national, to spend much of my time digging into words and stories of our text. I was supported by the church to go to seminary to learn the skills of Biblical study. All week long I have the passages for the coming Sunday on my mind and in my heart. As I wrestle with the text I look for the word that will help my community (as well as me). I look for the word that God would have us hear. On Sunday morning I step out from among the community to share my reflections on their behalf.

This past Sunday we looked at the parable of the widow and the unjust judge.

You can find this teaching of Jesus in Luke 18:1-8. There is a link to the text here.

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Reporting on the text from my(our) small place in the world

October 17, 2007

Holy Communion, George, Accessorizing, Bill O’Reilly, Free Samples, and GOD (in caps)

Please don't mention a word of what I am about to say to the polity folks in my presbytery. I am always telling my interns to say as they say and not as I say and do when it comes to communion. At least not until they are ordained.

This week Holy Communion made The San Francisco Chronicle. My friend called me and said, "can you believe it? Communion on the front page of the Chronicle!" and he added, "I would love to see your take on it.” So here goes...

Lots of folks from fellow Catholics to Bill O'Reilly where apparently offended even appalled by the Archbishop of SF allowing two members of the sisters of perpetual indulgence to receive Holy Communion a few Sundays ago. (I used to share beer, peanuts and theological conversation with the archbishop on many Wednesday afternoons at his Seminary in Camarillo in the mid 80s. He was Father George at the time. Good guy but he never seemed like the San Francisco type to me.) I can see how the actions of The Sisters could be offensive. I enjoy their antics at parades and their outlandish accessorizing but only from a distance. I am guessing that some of the details of their lifestyle I would find offensive to my sensibilities. But that is not the point of this blog, it is about communion and who gets it.

I am a little disappointed in Father George in that he felt like he needed to apologies for his actions at worship on October 7th. (Someone videoed part of the worship service/scene of the crime on their mobile phone. So 2007! See for yourself.)


From what I have read and seen I don’t think I would have withheld communion to these two men/women on that day. I think Father George did the right thing in serving them. Instead of an apology I wish he would have issued a clarification of his actions. What a great teaching moment, on the front page of the SF Chronicle. Go for it church man! I would have loved it if he had changed the focus from the people involved in the act to the God of Grace and Mercy and Love.

I am not surprised that the article in the Chronicle focused mostly on the people. (I do think the article was a good one that treated the church's position fairly). What else is their in our world? Father George senses trouble in the ranks. He issues an apology. In his apology he said he didn't recognize either as wearing "mock religious garb.” Looking at the video I find that hard to believe. I guess only in San Francisco a couple of guys can dress like crazy, white faced, psychedelic nuns for church and have no one notice. (Hu... I wonder what his regular nuns look like?) Good ole Bill O’Reilly sees a choice opportunity to rail against those Godless, left wing, left coast liberal freaks. what's new? But what about God?

Holy Communion is not about us, it’s all about God. It’s about the grace of God that has the power to transform us. It’s about our holy meal that we believe gives us the nourishment we need for the journey. It’s about that audacious claim of Christians that around this table we find the grace we need to be a family, in spite of ourselves.

Now for my confession but no apology. (This is the part I don’t want cut and pasted to my Presbytery Executive)

My denomination requires that we Presbyterian ministers only give communion to people who have been baptized. In our invitation to the table we are to say, “all those who are baptized” before we invite folks to receive the elements. It says it right in The Book of Order I can not do this. My invitation has always gone something like, “All those seeking after God…” or “All those seeking to come closer to Christ…” “…are invited to this table of God’s grace.”

I remember the first time I officiated over the communion table and saying “only the baptized” words. In reflection I regretted that I had limited anyone from coming to the table and I vowed to never participate in the required act of fencing our holy table again. I guess, as a good Presbyterian and parliamentarian, I should do what it takes to change our Book of Order to allow this but I don’t want to do that either. Time is short and I guess I believe the only folks who should care about my illegal invitation are those who act on the invitation and come to receive the grace of God, even in their pre-baptized state.

I guess I could sum up my theological stance on Communion and Baptism and who we invite to the table with; “I am a big fan of free samples!” (just watch me at Trader Joes…)

If your product is good enough it will sell itself and what an incredible product I am hawking on the first Sunday of the month! (only once a month?!?! That is another grip of mine but I have not figured out how to sneak that into the service each week with no one noticing.)

I believe Communion is an effectual, evangelist sacrament. I have seen way too many people receive that little piece of Hawaiian Sweet Bread and plastic cup of Welch’s Grape Juice with tears in their eyes not to believe that God is at work in this meal, that God is not present in some mysterious, powerful way when we come to God’s table of grace.

To heck with what people think, this is about God and God’s presence in our Holy Meal. So what if some crazy, passionate, defiant, justice seeking, fully accessorized San Franciscans come to the table asking to be fed. Why in the world would you want to send them away denying them a generous portion of God's grace for the living of their lives? As my friend Piece Pettis says in a song, they might not believe in God, but God believes in them.

I am hoping that Father George’s apology was one of those “it is better to ask for forgiveness than permission things" and that when this all dies down he will do the same thing again.

I was pleased by the email that one of The Sisters (sic) wrote to the Archbishop. The Sister goes by the name of Delta Goodhand, I hope she was, "Just a quick note to recognize the wonderful mass yesterday at your Church. Your entire congregation was so welcoming and it was great to be able to participate. You are a wonderfully inclusive Church." Preach it brother… yer Sister… what ever…

Reporting from my small but fascinating place in the world…

PS you might want to check out my friend monte's take on this same event Just click here

October 15, 2007

time to stretch, check my pulse, look back, look ahead & set a course for the future

Warning... if you are not my mom you might find this post a little on the boring side as in "why do I care?", but if you do get through it I would appreciate; any helpful hints in shaping this "work in process", as well as your prayers.

I just turned 55. I am in my 9th year serving in my present church and my 26th year of ordained ministry. I am at a point in my life where I am anticipating 10 more years of full time paid work in the church. This year my wife and I celebrated our 20th anniversary and our youngest of 6 children went off to college. (whew... with a wipe of the brow and a sense of accomplishment) My church is in good shape. We know who we are, which I think is a huge accomplishment, but maybe a little weak is seeing where we are going.

In this context it seems like a good time for me to reflect, recharge and open myself to where God will lead in the next decade of my journey of faith as well of the journey of those with whom I travel. Sabbatical Time!!!

For the past two years I have been trying to get one of those big fat Lilly Foundation grants to fund a sabbatical. It was fun looking at all the wild possibilities of having $40,000 of sabbatical cash but I must admit I got a little tired just planning all the wild possibilities of spending that kind of loot.

Now I am on plan B and it feels more like me. More time on a bike than a plane and retreat time on the Northern California coast instead of Bali.

The new plan revolves around a D.Min. class at Fuller Seminary (preaching taught by William Willimon), the Presbyterian version of the 8 day CREDO Retreat (To provide opportunities for clergy to examine significant areas of their lives and to discern prayerfully the future direction of their vocation as they respond to God's call in a lifelong process of practice and transformation), and the possibility of attending a conference for pastor's and their significant others in doing ministry in the small church (funding by the Lily Foundation, thank God for lily).

If I attend all these events this leaves me with about 9 weeks (does that sound sweet) for reading and writing for my D.Min class, taking some unhurried weekends away with Myrna (my most significant other), attending worship in some interesting places where I am not leading, journaling, being spiritually directed, working my garden, playing my guitar and with my grandchildren, sprucing up my old dissertation for self- publication, and of course, riding my bike. Have you started to drool yet?

At this point I am looking at taking this time "away" from mid-April to through mid-July. I would also take a week off at the end of January to take the D.Min. class. As always, details have to be worked out with my Session and our trusty occasional preachers of whom are so found of.

truly a report from my one small place in the world...

October 8, 2007

the post in the dirt - a modern day fairy tale

As an eleven year old boy I was totally taken by the movie "The Sword in the Stone." It's the fairy tale of a small (skinny) little boy who's true identity was hidden until he was able to remove the king's sword from the stone. A little skinny boy who is really heir to the King. What an exciting thought for an eleven year old (69 lb.) me. Every time I went to Disneyland I approached the stone (as seen in the picture to your right) but my true identity remained hidden.

This past Sunday was our "Opportunity to Serve" day at Church. A couple times a year we invite our congregation to stick around after church to help with family chores at our church home.

We changed light bulbs, did some gardening, polished pews and woodwork, did major repair on some lighting standards, washed some windows and much more but surprisingly the focus of much of our day's work was spent removing two misplaced posts in the front of the church.

Now this did not seem like much of a job. The post were just 6 foot tall wooden 4x4's which had been put in cement a couple of months ago for the mounting of a sign that was not to be. Removing them was almost an afterthought. "Hey, and by the way, lets pull those post out while we are at it."

Seemed simple enough. To make the job easier someone had the foresight to bring one of those big heavy pointed steel rods you use for breaking up cement or rocks, even big boulders. This was going to be easy.

Now I missed the first part of the job. From what I could tell the removal of the first post was pretty straight forward. The team consisted of the foreman (he had the big steel rod so that makes you the foreman), a couple of young women and a four year old boy. They had the first post out in no time. When I got on the scene things were getting interesting as they were in the process of removing the second post.

Unlike the compliant first post the second post was a stubborn little guy. All the preparation that was done on the first post was repeated for the second. A hole was dug around the post, the big steel rod was used to break off as much of the cement as they could. Now it was time to remove the post. Just pull it out. No luck. Lets try rocking it a bit more. No budge. Let try rocking it a lot. Still the post did not move an inch. By this time others had started to gather around each with their own ideas about how to remove the post.

It seemed easy enough to each new eye. Some thought we just needed a bigger hammer. No. For another, a chain and a big truck. No. We might knock a hole in the building (we had already knocked a hole in the irrigation system). But it looked so easy to each new observer, "why can't they just pull it out."

As the project gathered more attention the problem solving ideas grew more creative. What about tying a rope to it, host the rope over a shoulder and pull it out with brute force? Grunt... Grunt... Grunt. No.

This was getting to the guys by now. This was us against the post. This was becoming a matter of pride. We would prevail.

What about tying four ropes to the post getting people on each rope and wurling ourselves around the post until we twist it out of the ground ("I find wurling always works" said the 14 year old teen who concocted the plan.) The picture of four grown men "wurling" themselves around this little post like a May Day dance was enough to kill this idea.

About now the name of the ancient Greek mathematician, physicist and engineer Archimedes was invoked. "With a long enough lever I can move the world", but apparently Archimedes had never come head to head with our little post, our little immovable object.

By now the ideas were flying. I counted 19 people gathered around this mythical post that would not be moved when someone quietly suggested that we build a tall scaffolding between the post and the truck, fasten a cable to the post, put the cable over the scaffolding, attach it to the truck and host the post up and out of the ground. This would be collaborator realized what over kill this was almost before he got it out of his mouth. We both smiled.

This went on for nearly an hour. As people finished their jobs they came to observe the spectacle as well as inject their own ideas. What a wonderful day for a preacher with an eye for finding the profound in the ordinary.

As I lay in bed that night I thought of my mythical sword in the stone. I thought how badly I had wanted to be like that little boy in the fairy tale who discovered his greatness and the adventure that would ensue. Then it dawned on me that without ever removing the sword I had discovered my greatness in the knowledge and experience of being a child of God, a rightful heir of all that God had given to God's children and the adventure that I experience as a partner with God.

Then I thought about our experience with our post in the dirt. It was pretty disappointing when it was decided to just cut off the post and cover the stump with dirt. This little post had defeated us all but in the process we had discovered something about ourselves, about our true identity. We are becoming a family, partners in ministry.

As I looked back at the faces gathered around that magical post that afternoon I saw a montage of faces, young and old, east and west, like a beautiful rainbow of God's blessed children inexplicably drawn into the shape of the family of God.

October 1, 2007

Are you a Minister? - Who’s Reformed Theology? - My Heart’s OK ! – How about You?

Been an interesting day…

I can’t figure out how they can tell but folks seem to smell “pastor” from across the room. It is always a little unnerving. Why can’t it be… “are you a skydiver?” or “are you a secret agent?” but I have gotten pretty use to being pegged as a pastor type. (mystery writer would be cool).

I know many more people spy the minister than speak to him. When they do speak I wonder what their motives are?

Last week it led to a delightful conversation with an old, Berkeley type, Jewish guy about the state of the world and how religious communities are a place of refuge in this world’s storms. We talked about the power of the communities’ songs and friendships. I was glad to be found out that day.

Today I’m afraid the motive was “theological purity.” I never do very well on this test.

I started innocently enough. “Are you a professor or a minister?” I have found it is better to be honest about this question. It is embarrassing when you get caught in the lie and it turns out you are a minister. “Oh, where do you pastor?” Honest is the best policy though I hope I don't embarrass my church. “Oh… I go to the OPC” (Orthodox Presbyterian Church, the most conservative wing of my little Presbyterian family). I am a little uneasy. I don’t preach this week so I have planned to get in some extra reading and I can see my reading time evaporating.

Folks in the OPC take their theology very seriously. If the truth be known, many OPC lay people take theology much more seriously then I do. Soon we are into a conversation that is moving toward debate with each new topic (doctrine). I can see the divided between our approach to theology widening as she tells me how she was talking to her niece the other day about how important theology is – and points out to me that without good theology her niece could so easily fall into the hands of a demonic cult… and adds “what I have seen since coming to Berkeley” with a smirkie smile and almost wink saying - you know… But I don’t know and kind of wanted to ask but thought that might be in bad taste.

After way too much time (reading, like the sands of time, slipping way) and some uneasiness on my part (I think talking theology across tables at a café is very bad manners) I told her that I thought God was smiling kindly down on our theologizing and how all our attempts at theology would look silly in the light of God’s truth and presence. I knew this would not sit well with my new friend but I thought saying it might be fun on Monday morning.

Her response was to raised her eyebrows saying in an indignant way “Silly?” as to say “your theology might be silly but not mine.”

Now, from past experience, I could see we were coming close to the moment when my life calling as a pastor was going to be called into question.

Right at this critical moment about a dozen two and three year olds where deposited by their teachers next to me on my bench. (God works in mysterious ways.) I could not help but notice a little boy dressed up like a doctor (he was almost sitting on my lap). When I asked what he had around his neck he showed me. He put his stethoscope in his ears, put it to my chest, and declared that my heart was good. "Thanks Doc" I said, he smiled. I helped him put on his shoe. It was a nice exchange. After a short conversation with a couple of three foot tall police officers I looked up and my OPC friend was gone. Soon the teacher came back with snacks from Acme Bread and the kids were on their way.

Before I took up my book again I thought about how much more I liked the conversation about a good heart and helping each other than debating theology. How about you?

Reporting from my small place in the world...

September 28, 2007

tip of the day #7 - clap on, clap off - GOD!

Found this and thought some folks out there might find it interesting.
Kind of "The Office meets Genesis/Creation" thing.


Clap On...

September 26, 2007

blogging toward sunday - "which one of you?"

Our passage this week is Luke 15:1-10 (just click on this the underlined text to see the passage).

This is the passage about the lost sheep and the lost coin. They are wonderful stories of the passionate search for the lost. Great news if you have a sense of your lost-ness, otherwise...

I like how Jesus starts these parables; "Which one of you... would leave the 99 sheep and go on a dangerous search for that one little lost sheep?" I guess, during children's time, we would like to raise our hands to Jesus' question with "ME, ME!" but I wonder, as balance the checkbook adults, what our real response would be to Jesus? I am guessing their were few raised hands that warm summer day in Palestine.

The reality is the shepherd's action is just, as one commentator put it, loopy on the shepherd's part. This silly shepherd seems as misguided as that farmer who wastes the valuable seed on feeding the birds, the father who welcomes his ungrateful son home with no cost, or the rich man who commends his dishonest manager for cooking the books. Not only would we not raise our hands as ones who would act this way but we might find it hard to resist correcting Jesus or asking him to repeat himself - for we could not have heard what we thought I heard?

I had a chance to hear Garrison Keiller speak at the Art and Lectures Series on Tuesday night. As always he spoke many memorable lines. With this passage in mind one thing he said stood out for me.

"God writes comedies but we are not always the best audience. We don't always get the jokes."

In our passages from Luke's gospel the past couple of weeks Jesus is sharing parables with his would-be followers about the nature of the Kingdom of God to which he invites them to enter. It is an odd place of justice where the rules seems to be turned upside down, shook-up and laid waste.

It is not any easier today than it was in Jesus' day to enter into this world of God's way - of extravagant grace, love that does not count cost, and abundance beyond measure. We have lived so long in a world ruled by market driven scarcity that we hardly know what to make of a world where there is so much "cup overflowing" love that you can allow love to take you into the dangerous and unknown in search of a lost little lamb and still have enough love leftover for the pack of 99 who await (a bit begrudgingly) your return.

I think what Garrison was talking about was what happens when the lost sheep is found and at home at last. Jesus' picture of this homecoming includes of all things - rejoicing angels. It's the joke that the actions of an irresponsible, thoughtless, "someone could have gotten killed" little sheep is the very act that causes God to invite the angels - as well as all creation - (and you and me) to a huge banquet feast with great rejoicing! If you are the 99 it makes you laugh (or pisses you off) because you didn't see it coming, how could you? If your the lost one, it makes you cry - for joy.

Just some reflections as we make our way to Sunday...

songs as group therapy

We just started the fall singing program at Rockridge Little School last week. I try and report to the parents what is going on with music at the school on their blog. Here is my offering for this week.

Music with Karl -September 25, 2007

It was good to get back to singing with your children today. It is fun that we have so many songs we already know and a number of songs that have become favorites with the kids. I know our new friends will catch on quickly. It is so nice to be part of a program with such a rich and diverse program. Coming to Rockridge Little School is such an adventure. As I look around at all the projects going on I wish I could just hang out and create with them.

Today we added a couple of new songs to our mix.

One song is called “It hasn’t been a very good day”. Each morning, when I first step into the circle with the children, I am greeted with a litany of their cuts, scraps and recent (and not so recent) mishaps. These are real hurts for them and I know that many were accompanied with tears. The song is a cleave way of putting these hurts into a community song and recognizing life with its ups and downs, joys and sorrows.

Here’s how the song goes…
When I got up, I spilled my milk, spilled my milk, spilled my milk
When I got up, I spilled my milk, and it hasn’t been a very good day

Chorus (very upbeat and whimsical)
It hasn’t been a very good day so far. It hasn’t been a very good day.
It hasn’t been a very good day so far. It hasn’t been a very good day.

We added verses like…
“When I fell down, I skinned my knee”
and “Playing with blocks I pinched my finger"

What
I like about the song is that is recognizes that our hurts are real but when put into a song and shared them with the community it does not seem to hurt as much anymore.

Wouldn’t be great if we all learned this song and when your child (or you) are having just one of those “not very good days” you can break out this song and just maybe it would change the course of your day. That is really what our singing is about.

In Song, Karl

September 21, 2007

silence - prayer - finland - kindergardners - fasting - and a walk for Peace

I have 3 grandkids who think I am pretty special.

I am the grandpa who pulls them in his bike trailer, takes them on urban hikes, plays guitar - singing and dancing with them- and they believe I stand up for children and Peace. This is a specialness that I seek to live-into.

This Fall I am witnessing my stand for children and peace in a several ways.

On Sunday morning I participate with a group of folks who have chosen to set aside 5 minutes of silent prayer for peace each week. We pray silently in many languages and from many different points of view but we pray together. What a power I find in this time of community prayer.

In my weekly and daily prayers I feel called to stand with those who know that peacemaking is not forced on others but a gracious act of listening, learning, valuing others with all their hurts and fears and stories. From this dialog true peacemaking comes to fruition. My prayers are with those who bravely meet in Finland a few weeks ago to do this kind of peacemaking work.

Next week I will start singing with the 3 kindergarten class at Berkeley Arts Magnet School. The songs we will sing will give the kids the gift of songs that lift up; life, abundance, love, friendship, family, the earth and each and every person made by God. These are songs that build a foundation for peace.

On Monday, October 8, (following World Communion Sunday) many in the faith community, include some from Calvary, will be fasting for peace. If you want to join with a group on Monday night over soup and bread to break our fast let me know.

On Saturday, October 27, I am going to join with a group marching in San Francisco. We will be lifting up our voices in a call to ending the war in Iraq. I know I will not agree with everything said by those with whom I march but I feel it is time to stand up to end the craziness of this war in Iraq. I would love it if you would like to join me and my family in this 1 1/2 mile march.

Reporting from my small (but outward looking) place in the world... PEACE!

September 20, 2007

Tip of the Day #6b - Dial Directions - This is so cool

I just figured this out. You can go to "dialdirections.com" and added an event, any event.

Lets say you are having a birthday party. Go to "dialdirctions.com" and add your event. You can tell people (or put in the invitation) to call "Dir-rec-tion" and ask for directions to an event.

They say the name of the event. You might try, I don't know, maybe "karl's birthday party" (don't forget to bring a gift...) and you will get date, time and directions. The directions will be sent as a text message to their phone. How cool is that?

Reporting from my small (make a wish) place in the world...

September 19, 2007

Tip of the day #6 - Directions on your Phone

Getting around the Bay Area just got easier!

A new service from "www.dialdirections.com" just started this week and it is a killer direction getter app.

I just tried it out and I now feel sure I will be able to get home quickly and safely this afternoon. (that is if I don't run into a parked car trying to read text messages on my bike!)

Here is how it works...
Just call "Dir-ect-ions" or 347-328-4667 on your mobile phone. A vary nice computer voice will ask you a few questions about where you are, where you are going and where you are coming from. When you have answered the questions you will receive a text message (or a few messages) on your phone. I tried it with a few places, like from work to home, and it worked great.It works for addresses, cross streets, chain restaurants etc, and even some events (like the Autumn Moon Festival in SF China Town and possibly the Calvary Moon Festival if I did the posting correctly). And it is FREE.

Try it out. Along with Google 411 and Jott you will be armed with all the numbers to make your mobile devise a regular Swiss Army Phone.

Reporting from my small (now with directions) place in the world...

September 15, 2007

Food on the Berkeley San Pablo Coridor - Cafe Leila

This is my "Yelp" review of a new cafe near our home. I have enjoyed spending some time there reading and writing and Myrna and I enjoyed dinner there just a couple nights ago. Try it out and support a new local business. Tell Sam "the pastor" sent you.


Cafe Leila
1724 San Pablo Ave
Berkeley, CA 94702
***** 5 star rating

"How can you not love a restaurant named after the mother of the owner. Cafe Leila is a new little cafe that just opened on San Pablo one block north of University. Great place for breakfast, lunch or dinner as well as a little wifi and coffee in the afternoon. Spacious dinning areas with lots of windows, cozy coffee nook and a garden graced with many water fountains. This might be a new cafe but the owner and his family have been working in the restaurant business for over 20 years on the West Side of the bay. Most everything is made in house, organic and good. Though the cafe is presently open 7-7-7 the plan is to be open until 9pm with an expanded menu in the next few months. What a great addition to the growing multicultural food choices on San Pablo Ave in Berkeley."

Reporting from my small epicurean place in the world

September 13, 2007

Simpsonized

OK this is me Simpsonized. What I would look like if I was on the Simpsons. I tried to get a gray beard but no luck. What happens when you aren't interested in what you are watching on TV.

Try it yourself

September 10, 2007

PAVAROTTI - U2 - JAMES BROWN - AND WORSHIP

Myrna and I watched some specials celebrating the life of Luciano Pavarotti last night. What an incredibly talented man who made such good use of the gifts he was given.

One of the things that impressed me most was the talent he had for bringing other singers together to raise money for pressing international relief work. I have been listening to some of his collaborations with people as diverse as James Brown and Bono (singing Bono's song Miss Sarajevo), amazing!

Watching the videos done with Bono are really acts of worship for me. I was touched by the words of Ave Maria and the passion that both men brought to the song. They inspire me to move more deeply into the redemptive work that God has call us to in the world.

The third Bono and Pavarotti song is Miserere. This song was written by Italian rock star Zucchero Fornaciari with English verses written by Bono. (you can find the words here) This is just an amazing song with breath taking lyrics. Watch and pray!


Bono has written a tribute to his friend that says a lot about how he used his talents. May he rest in peace as he continues to inspire us with his songs...

Reporting from my small vantage point in the world...

September 7, 2007

Interfaith Call to "Fast for Peace" - October 8

Who says Sermons don't have an effect on people. Sermons and Blogs that I worked on this Summer caused me to make a renewed commitment to do something about all the children of God who seem to be dieing needlessly in our world everyday. Myrna (my wife) and I are going to join with other people of faith in this call to fast. I invite you to join with us. I would love to hear from you if you would like to participate.

Religious Leaders Call for Interfaith FastWe call on all Americans to join in fasting from dawn to dusk on Monday, October 8, to call for an end to the Iraq War. On this day, people of faith in local communities across our nation will act as catalysts to transform the meaning of the day from one of conquest to community and from violence to reverence.

Just as Isaiah called the People Israel to hear the Yom Kippur fast as God’s call to feed the hungry, just as Jesus fasted in the wilderness, just as Christians through Lenten fasting and Muslims through Ramadan fasting have focused on spiritual transformation, just as Mohandas Gandhi, Cesar Chavez and others drew on fasting to change the course of history, so we call on all our communities of faith to draw now on fasting as a path toward inner spiritual transformation and outward social transformation.

Ending this war can become the first step toward a policy that embodies a deeper, broader sense of generosity and community at home and in the world.

Rev. Robert Edgar

Former General Secretary

National Council of Churches USA

Rabbi Arthur Waskow

The Shalom Center

Dr. Sayyid M. Syeed

National Director

Islamic Society of North America

Rev. Michael Livingston
President
National Council of Churches USA

Rabbi Shirley Idelson

Dean

Hebrew Union College - Jewish Institute of Religion

Mary Ellen McNish

General Secretary

American Friends Service Committee

Rev. William Sinkford

Executive Director

Unitarian Universalist Association

Dr. Tarunjit Singh Butalia

Moderator

Religions for Peace, USA

Nihad Awad

Executive Director

Council on American Islamic Relations

Rt. Rev. C. Christopher Epting
Deputy for Ecumenical and Interfaith Relations
The Episcopal Church

September 4, 2007

Blogging Toward Sunday - "Why We Can't Call Ourselves Christians Anymore" - September 9 - Luke 14:25-33

"Why We Can't Call Ourselves Christians Anymore"

Our passage this week is Luke 14:25-33 .

As I begin reflecting on the passage today I am surprised at how concerned Jesus is about people looking foolish and doing really foolish things. He has been on this tack for much of Luke 13 & 14. It seems to me Jesus' real concern is what this foolishness will do to disgrace this new Christian community that is beginning to form.

In one instance Jesus tells a parable of a gardener who is not wise enough or diligent enough to cut down a non-producing fig tree in his garden after it has not produced in three years (Luke 13:6-7).

In the next story Luke tells how the leaders of the synagogue are so pathetically dense that they try to convince the people that the law of not working on the Sabbath should trump Jesus' compassionate healing of a poor woman that has been crippled for 18 years (Luke 13:14). How in the world did they think this argument would fly with people who had just seen a broken and useless life made whole? In a later story (Luke 14:3-4) Jesus heals again on the Sabbath and the leaders seem to have learned enough to keep quite though there disdain for him is still evident.

Luke adds a story about some people knocking on the Lord's door asking for safe refuge acting like they were old buddies (we ate and drank with you...) and how the Lord of the house called their bluff and left these phonies where they belong, weeping in the cold outside, when through the window they can see Abraham and the gang living it up around the banquet table. (Luke 13:25-28) Now these folks missed chance made them more than fools.

Last week I preached on a passage where those who push to the front tables at the banquet feast will be put to shame (disgraced) when they are escorted by the host to the back of the room where they belong. (Luke 14:8-9) Just because they think they were more important than everyone else does not mean they are.

Now this week's passage contains two examples of possible foolish moves that Jesus shares with the large crowd of possible disciples who have begun traveling with him.

Jesus' approach here it to say: "not even you are foolish enough to do this", are you?

The first example is of a farmer who starts to work on a tower to protect his land. Jesus reminds the people that if the builder can't finish what he started the unfinished tower will be a memorial to his foolishness for everyone to see.

The second example is of a King who, when he realizes his army is badly outnumbered by his enemy, seeks terms of peace rather than suffering by his people. This move assures he will be honored by the people who depend on him and so avoid the dishonor that would come from a misguided military decision. (acting on his ego and not the common good?)

I think that as Jesus speaks to the crowd of possible new disciples he is giving them/us a warning. Watch what you do because when you look foolish you make the Church of Jesus Christ look foolish as well. I have been using the word foolish but the examples Jesus uses are of a tragic foolishness that has profound ramifications for followers, for the helpless of society and the image of the Church of Jesus Christ in the world.

Let me give an example.

Our middle daughter is very active in world mission. She has had the opportunity to travel in African and China sharing the Good News by teaching, sharing music and prayer support. Not long ago she told me that she and her friends are no longer introducing themselves as Christians instead they are now saying they are "followers of Jesus." She says they are doing this because the word Christian has such a bad connotation in so much of the world. What a sad commentary. What Jesus was warning them about has happened. Our foolishness is proving tragic for the cause of Christ in the world.

For me these passages calls me to look more carefully at my own life. How is my life reflecting the goodness, justice and love of the Gospel of Jesus Christ? I am inclined to look at my life in a very individualist way. I think these passages call me to look more carefully at how my actions reflect on the greater community.

As I move toward Sunday I am taking a new look at my actions and how they reflect on the good name of Jesus the Christ in my family, my neighborhood and my world.

PS. I can't stand it. I didn't want to go here but the contrast of the good and wise king in our passage today and the missteps of our present US government seems so obvious to me. What a great warning to a (so called) Christian Nation.

Who ever thought we could beat an army of terrorist with a conventional military use of force? Yesterday I heard a report on NPR about a secret gathering of representatives from Northern Ireland and South Africa sharing the lessons they learned in the peace process with leading Sunnis and Shia from Iraq. They even signed a document they call the Helsinki Agreement, which they hope will be a first step toward ending the sectarian violence in Iraq.
Now that is move that would make a great parable for Jesus. I just hope some people in the church were responsible for this secret peacemaking gathering. We should be...

Reporting from this small place in a very big and complex world...

August 29, 2007

Music, Culture, Confessions and Sandals

I had a revelation about music in the life of communities yesterday. I want to write about that but first I need to make a confession.

I am a pastor but I really don't like being called "Pastor." I know there is a time and place for being called pastor. There are touching times when I am so pleased to be able to be pastoral as I pastor to those who need my care. But I am more than a pastor and I like getting to use my gifts in places where they just know me as Karl (often in a teeshirt and sandals.)

One of those teeshirt and sandal places is Rockridge Little School. I guess it is quite a coincidence that the preschool is located at the historic College Avenue Presbyterian Church and I am a Presbyterian Pastor but the school only rents from the church and when I am leading singing with the children I am only Karl. I like it that way. As Karl I am valued by my actions and not by some preconceived idea of what kind of person a pastor is.

With the confession out of the way let me get to the music stuff.

Yesterday I had the chance to lead the wonderful teachers at RLS in a discussion about music at the school. We talked about our own feelings about singing in public and we shared some of our experiences.

In general in seems we all like singing or at least being part of a group that sings. It was also shared that while we loved to sing as kids we were not necessarily encouraged in our attempts at song. As a parent you might try something other than "You can't carry a tune in a bucket" if you want your child to love singing. It was also agreed that we would like RLS to be a "singing" school and I got a deeper appreciation for why this would be a good thing during our discussion.

Two revelations from the day...
1: That our songs are our prayers.
I don't mean this in an organized religion sense. What we talked about was that songs are very close to our hearts and souls. Songs we loved as kids and youth can still have a powerful emotional effect on us today. They can make us cry and make us laugh when we least expect it. And our songs can be a way of expressing our hope and our vision and our collective dream of things being more just. "We are the world" aren't we? It seems right that as we shape the lives of these small ones in our care that we give them songs to take with them that lift up the values that we are seeking to instill in them; Values about friends and family, love and justice, nature and an appreciation of community.

2: That songs/music have been central in building and supporting community in society.
I shared an experience I had in a small township in South Africa when a group of children at an orphanage put on fabulous concert for me. I was taken by the complex parts and harmonies they sang. When I asked how long they had been practicing for the performance I was told most of them had never sung together before. They said this was their music and they all knew how to sing it. One of the teachers shared how her boy friend from Lebanon is so comfortable playing a drum and how all the kids know how to do music in his community. It is part of the culture, it is part of life, it is part of being a community.

This got us thinking about how we have become an audience in our culture and what a loss this is to our communities. I can't help but see what a good job we are doing at exporting this mentality. It is much easier to market ipods than it is folk songs I guess. The profit margin is certainly better.

I think we missing the opportunity to give our children the wonderful gift of music. Not as those that have ipods or watch American Idol but as a community voice where the effect of the music on the heart is more important than its effect on the ear. A community where everyone does music.

I will be sharing song with lots of children this Fall. I will be working with three kindergarten classes at Berkeley Arts magnet, a couple of classes at Rockridge Little School and possibly a first grade class at Rosa Parks. I also have a couple other invitations I am contemplating and of course I will be singing with my grandkids every chance I get.

What a joy, sharing music with kids. I am Blessed.

August 23, 2007

Save the Children of the World

As advocates for Children we must let our leaders in Washington know we support them when they use our money wisely to help those who can not help themselves. I just received this update from the folks at ONE. Lets make our voice heard. Let those in office know that what gets our votes is not cutting taxes for folks who don't really need it (like you and me even) but doing the right thing for all God's children everywhere. Thanks for taking the time to make a difference. Blessings to all, Karl

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Reporting with passion from my small place in the world